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Monthly Texts From Last Night Meme
TEXTS FROM LAST NIGHT
Welcome to Folkmore's monthly Texts From Last Night meme! This meme can be used as a branch off from our Test Drive Memes and be used as game canon or just for casual fun in the setting! You do not need to be in our game or be invited to play on our TFLN. This can be a great way to meet current players for future invites, get a feel for the setting, or just have some fun.
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[At least that made him smile a little bit.]
If you think I deserve to be happy, then I think you deserve to be happy, too.
And yeah...that was a lie. Don't get me wrong, I'll drink wine every now and then. And I'm fine fooling around with guys if they're nice to me, if I'm not committed, and if they're at least a solid 8/10, but I don't want to become like Iruma-chan. That's not the lifestyle for me.
Can you really call it heading over if your bedroom is a door down from mine? But yeah, my door's not locked.
[He's just sitting on his bed, his legs curled up. He's just wearing a purple t-shirt that reads 'PANTA' on it and his red-and-yellow 'trendy' boxers. If Ryoma peeks in, he's visible in the darkness of the room, mostly because his silver halo crown never stops shimmering, and he cries glitter tears so there's some glitter still on his face.]
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[It seems as though the waterworks have subsided for now, or else Kokichi willed them to stop since he was coming over, one of the two. Either way he wasn't going to back down here. He gives two light knocks on the door to announce his presence before slipping inside, careful not to catch his tail as he shuts the door behind him]
For the record, I'm pretty sure I'd scare him more with a racket and ball. He knows I'm deadly with those.
[It's a joke, he tells himself, but it twists his stomach a little to say it anyway. He wants to believe at least some of the others knew he wouldn't do something like that again.]
[He dismisses the intrusive thoughts and makes his way over to Kokichi, hopping up onto the edge of his bed to sit with him. It's hard to go further than that. Hard to let someone that close to him again for multiple reasons, but he pushes through it. This isn't about him right now. He scoots back and offers an arm to Kokichi. To hell with the glitter, he's more than used to it by now.]
I did want to mention one more thing though, about what you said before...
You're not really alone anymore. You've got people like me here that care about you, so Saihara's already wrong about that.
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Ahahahaha! Shumai gets hit in the face for being mean to me! See, this is a reason why it's good for you to be around, Hoshi-chan! No one else could be bamboozled by the sensitive feelings of the Ultimate Supreme Leader like you!
[He made that sound a lot more...bombastic than it actually was. What that actually translated to is I'm glad you're around to protect me, even if I won't admit it.
Ryoma hops up onto his bed, and he puts his phone to the side.]
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Still...he finds it difficult to refuse.
And those next words...]
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He has so many thoughts running through his head that it's like a gigantic trainwreck all at once, colliding violently to make him unable to force any one thought out. It's during those times he's kept to himself, been able to lock himself away inside his room, but...]
...I don't want Shumai to feel bad, or wrong, or upset...
I just want to see him and Momota-chan again and tell them I'm sorry, and...Momota-chan knew, I think he knew, but....
[He hiccups a little bit.] I don't want...I don't want anyone to leave me ever again...I'm scared.
[He wants to apologize - to make it clear he never wanted things to go that far, he never wanted to hurt everyone but he...he had a choice, it's a lie to say he didn't. He just felt helpless and being in a role like that was the only way he could gain the agency he craved. His paranoia got the better of him.
He just wants Kaito to get mad at him again and say 'that's just Oma, he's...just like that', and to pat him on the head gently.
He just wants Shuichi to sigh and shake his head with a smile at his dumb attempts to get him to join an organization that wasn't even evil in the first place.
He wants to be normal. He can't be normal.
The only person he has now is Ryoma. And at least Ryoma knows.]
I'm sorry. I didn't want to....mmmnnnn! [He almost feels like tugging at his own hair roughly. He doesn't, though, mostly because he can't see through his tears.] I din'....di'n...want to...
[It's like a wind up toy slowly winding down.]
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[On some level he'd expected this kind of response when he said that. Whatever happened in the killing game after he'd died, It had taken a toll on Kokichi. No small part of it was his own doing, but he'd thought that was best course of action. He couldn't blame him for it. Especially not when he was bawling like this, laying in his lap. It hurt to see him so terrified of losing those he cares for- of being all alone again for one reason or another. He can only hope that he can ease that fear a little bit, and see him through this mess of feelings.]
I can't speak for anyone else, but... I'm not going anywhere, Kokichi.
[The crying was getting less and less coherent, mumbled and slurred from emotions too turbulent to hold down, and likely thoughts that were doubly so. Kokichi doesn't have to speak though. He knows. On some level he always has. Kokichi has never been evil in his mind, and he certainly wouldn't be getting there any time soon.]
I know. I know, it's okay. I've got you.
[It didn't mean much, just little comforting phrases, but he did tug up the sleeve of his black and blue prison shirt to wipe the sparkly tears away, just a bit so that the glitter didn't cling so badly to Kokichi's eyelashes]
I'm right here. You're not alone anymore, it's alright.
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[It finally devolves into silent sniffles. Kokichi lets his eyes be wiped, and he lays there looking more pitiful than he ever has in front of anyone else. The only one who'd ever remotely seen him in this kind of state...was Kaito.
Before he died.
He can't will more words out of his mouth. He just lies there silently, pathetic and stupid. That is, until he sits up again. He grabs his phone. He's gone non-verbal for now.]
i'm hungry
i want to eat sweets and drink soda.
you're my familiar so you gotta help me.
[He holds up his phone in lieu of saying it. It's childish demands, to be sure, but the Ultimate Supreme Leader prided himself on never losing his childish side.]
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You know, I would've gotten it anyway without the reminder.
[The lack of speaking isn't questioned and his voice is soft as he says that, not wanting to give the wrong idea on accident. He gives Kokichi's shoulder a little squeeze before he gets up from the bed, glancing back]
I'll be back soon. Text me if you want something else while I'm up.
[With that he slipped back out of the room to grab what Kokichi requested, some sweets and Grape Panta from the kitchen. It didn't take him long at all to gather them and head back up, though the fact he wasn't especially keen to leave Kokichi alone right now played into that a bit.]
Alright, I'm back.
[Once back inside he handed off the treats and hopped back up to regain his spot.]