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Monthly Texts From Last Night Meme
TEXTS FROM LAST NIGHT

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He has so many thoughts running through his head that it's like a gigantic trainwreck all at once, colliding violently to make him unable to force any one thought out. It's during those times he's kept to himself, been able to lock himself away inside his room, but...]
...I don't want Shumai to feel bad, or wrong, or upset...
I just want to see him and Momota-chan again and tell them I'm sorry, and...Momota-chan knew, I think he knew, but....
[He hiccups a little bit.] I don't want...I don't want anyone to leave me ever again...I'm scared.
[He wants to apologize - to make it clear he never wanted things to go that far, he never wanted to hurt everyone but he...he had a choice, it's a lie to say he didn't. He just felt helpless and being in a role like that was the only way he could gain the agency he craved. His paranoia got the better of him.
He just wants Kaito to get mad at him again and say 'that's just Oma, he's...just like that', and to pat him on the head gently.
He just wants Shuichi to sigh and shake his head with a smile at his dumb attempts to get him to join an organization that wasn't even evil in the first place.
He wants to be normal. He can't be normal.
The only person he has now is Ryoma. And at least Ryoma knows.]
I'm sorry. I didn't want to....mmmnnnn! [He almost feels like tugging at his own hair roughly. He doesn't, though, mostly because he can't see through his tears.] I din'....di'n...want to...
[It's like a wind up toy slowly winding down.]
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[On some level he'd expected this kind of response when he said that. Whatever happened in the killing game after he'd died, It had taken a toll on Kokichi. No small part of it was his own doing, but he'd thought that was best course of action. He couldn't blame him for it. Especially not when he was bawling like this, laying in his lap. It hurt to see him so terrified of losing those he cares for- of being all alone again for one reason or another. He can only hope that he can ease that fear a little bit, and see him through this mess of feelings.]
I can't speak for anyone else, but... I'm not going anywhere, Kokichi.
[The crying was getting less and less coherent, mumbled and slurred from emotions too turbulent to hold down, and likely thoughts that were doubly so. Kokichi doesn't have to speak though. He knows. On some level he always has. Kokichi has never been evil in his mind, and he certainly wouldn't be getting there any time soon.]
I know. I know, it's okay. I've got you.
[It didn't mean much, just little comforting phrases, but he did tug up the sleeve of his black and blue prison shirt to wipe the sparkly tears away, just a bit so that the glitter didn't cling so badly to Kokichi's eyelashes]
I'm right here. You're not alone anymore, it's alright.
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[It finally devolves into silent sniffles. Kokichi lets his eyes be wiped, and he lays there looking more pitiful than he ever has in front of anyone else. The only one who'd ever remotely seen him in this kind of state...was Kaito.
Before he died.
He can't will more words out of his mouth. He just lies there silently, pathetic and stupid. That is, until he sits up again. He grabs his phone. He's gone non-verbal for now.]
i'm hungry
i want to eat sweets and drink soda.
you're my familiar so you gotta help me.
[He holds up his phone in lieu of saying it. It's childish demands, to be sure, but the Ultimate Supreme Leader prided himself on never losing his childish side.]
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You know, I would've gotten it anyway without the reminder.
[The lack of speaking isn't questioned and his voice is soft as he says that, not wanting to give the wrong idea on accident. He gives Kokichi's shoulder a little squeeze before he gets up from the bed, glancing back]
I'll be back soon. Text me if you want something else while I'm up.
[With that he slipped back out of the room to grab what Kokichi requested, some sweets and Grape Panta from the kitchen. It didn't take him long at all to gather them and head back up, though the fact he wasn't especially keen to leave Kokichi alone right now played into that a bit.]
Alright, I'm back.
[Once back inside he handed off the treats and hopped back up to regain his spot.]