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Text From Last Night aka Tales From Folkmore
TEXTS FROM LAST NIGHT

Welcome to Folkmore's monthly Texts From Last Night meme! This meme can be used as a branch off from our Test Drive Memes and be used as game canon or just for casual fun in the setting! You do not need to be in our game or be invited to play on our TFLN. This can be a great way to meet current players for future invites, get a feel for the setting, or just have some fun.
This can be used for samples on our applications and used as spoons for players accepted into the game!
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I dunno. I'm not really attracted to people like that. I don't know if that's something this place could change about me
you kind of are
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Oh, yes. That’s very true. I don't think it would want to, at least? All the things I calm changes for me were truthfully there all along. I was just afraid to admit them.
I like to believe in people being good and kind. That’s all.
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so
you're probably right
yeah, maybe. i never was into that shit back home either but i never really thought about it much til i got here. part of me doesnt give a fuck, really. it's not like i ever really cared about sex or dating.
what were you afraid of
like i said. sappy.
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I never did either, but I think it's because I didn't let myself? I was already causing enough problems for my guardians by just existing, and it would've caused so many more if I tried to tell them that I wanted to date other boy's.
I think I was afraid of letting myself be happy. I think I'm still afraid of that.
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I'm just being realistic. sex is one thing but ...that doesn't mean some locked-in promise. that dumb nerd doesn't even realize how many people had crushes on him back home. he's fucking oblivious to how much people are attracted to him and it ain't like he's out here with any stiff competition for me or whatever.
It all sounds like insecure bullshit when I put it out like this
yeah...I understand. you're not from a futuristic society, are you. probably felt like your desires could wait. the whole coming out thing is stupid anyway. who the hell even needs to know. and you're here now, so. most people here don't seem to give a shit and if they do, either me or that amrita chick will blow them the fuck outta their shoes
yeah, because knowing if you let yourself be happy, it's also at risk of letting yourself be miserable too if shit falls apart.
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And I think that's a fear everyone has, to some extent. Being abandoned or left behind or not good enough somehow. It doesn't make you weak to admit it and it doesn't make you strong to deny it.
I'm from 2006, and things like that aren't discussed at all in my family. My parents weren't married and neither were my grandparents, so there was a lot of pressure and watching me to make sure I didn't...get any girls pregnant or something.
It always falls apart eventually. In my experience. I think that's inevitable.