Sharon does not answer, and Mayerling forces himself to turn his gaze from his relic. She said that she would return, so he pushes himself into the routine of readying something for her. Water is set to boil. A tea set laid out. Small cakes filled with jam. Everything is fussed with and made just so, despite the fact that he knows Sharon will not. He takes some synthetic blood, something that dulls some of his bloodlust, sits, and waits.
Though Sharon loves him, Mayerling cannot help but worry. She didn't grow up with an understanding of vampiric bloodlust and what a bite can do. She hasn't known that deep in her bones and accepted it intrinsically as part of being with him. Perhaps D taught her at length about what vampires can do in their worlds, yet he knows not and cannot ask the man. For all these worries, Mayerling can only wait and brood and attempt to believe in the best, despite the existential question that has haunted him for millennia: who will mourn vampires' passing?
Sharon opens the door, and in a moment, Mayerling stands—only to be hugged and fold himself around her in return. It eases something deep in his soul that Sharon at least accepts him with open arms, even after the poetic description of bloodlust.
"I love you, Sharon," Mayerling declares. It must be said, for the feeling swells so large in his breast.
"Only one time came hauntingly close, the time Baba Yaga served blood, human blood, at her ball. The smell of it fresh and warm was not only enticing in its own regard but brought to the forefront the smell and flow of warm blood in the veins of all those around me. I fled to a private room," one meant for sex, he could tell, "for there was no escape from the party itself in full, and there I cowered for some time."
Until another vampire ran into the room with similar reaction to the blood. Neither of them aimed for farther private rooms, needing only to be away with the illusory barrier of walls and a door between them. Mayerling takes long breaths and focuses on the smell of the world on Sharon, the warmth of the sun heating her skin, and not that which flows in her, though he knows from D that drinking Coldblood is... not the best experience.
"It is much easier than Trench with its blood pollution and blood magic wherein people spillt their blood daily for whatever purposes they needed."
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Though Sharon loves him, Mayerling cannot help but worry. She didn't grow up with an understanding of vampiric bloodlust and what a bite can do. She hasn't known that deep in her bones and accepted it intrinsically as part of being with him. Perhaps D taught her at length about what vampires can do in their worlds, yet he knows not and cannot ask the man. For all these worries, Mayerling can only wait and brood and attempt to believe in the best, despite the existential question that has haunted him for millennia: who will mourn vampires' passing?
Sharon opens the door, and in a moment, Mayerling stands—only to be hugged and fold himself around her in return. It eases something deep in his soul that Sharon at least accepts him with open arms, even after the poetic description of bloodlust.
"I love you, Sharon," Mayerling declares. It must be said, for the feeling swells so large in his breast.
"Only one time came hauntingly close, the time Baba Yaga served blood, human blood, at her ball. The smell of it fresh and warm was not only enticing in its own regard but brought to the forefront the smell and flow of warm blood in the veins of all those around me. I fled to a private room," one meant for sex, he could tell, "for there was no escape from the party itself in full, and there I cowered for some time."
Until another vampire ran into the room with similar reaction to the blood. Neither of them aimed for farther private rooms, needing only to be away with the illusory barrier of walls and a door between them. Mayerling takes long breaths and focuses on the smell of the world on Sharon, the warmth of the sun heating her skin, and not that which flows in her, though he knows from D that drinking Coldblood is... not the best experience.
"It is much easier than Trench with its blood pollution and blood magic wherein people spillt their blood daily for whatever purposes they needed."