[ But he will never say no to hugs. He glances up and gives a smile, and it's 90% of the way there. ]
Maybe it's wrong of me to say, but I'm... relieved. I don't think it was working with us. It never felt quite right, you know what I mean? He didn't do anything wrong or bad. I think it was just timing and his real boyfriend not being here and me not wanting to be the backup boyfriend, wondering each day if Karkat would show up and it'd be over, and realizing that maybe I was making you feel kind of the same way...
[ He inhales deeply and tries to get his thoughts a little more orderly. ]
I'll always love him in some way. You don't go through the end of the world and four different universes with someone and not feel something about them. But I'll have forever to figure that out with him. I only have you for right now. So I just want to focus on that.
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[ But he will never say no to hugs. He glances up and gives a smile, and it's 90% of the way there. ]
Maybe it's wrong of me to say, but I'm... relieved. I don't think it was working with us. It never felt quite right, you know what I mean? He didn't do anything wrong or bad. I think it was just timing and his real boyfriend not being here and me not wanting to be the backup boyfriend, wondering each day if Karkat would show up and it'd be over, and realizing that maybe I was making you feel kind of the same way...
[ He inhales deeply and tries to get his thoughts a little more orderly. ]
I'll always love him in some way. You don't go through the end of the world and four different universes with someone and not feel something about them. But I'll have forever to figure that out with him. I only have you for right now. So I just want to focus on that.