[She gives Rin a tired smile.] I did, in a sense. My paper tells me that I fail the people I love by being indecisive.
[Failed to avenge her mother, dithered on Anotsu's wants for her... mostly, she knows, this paper is about how she tracked her father down and couldn't even bring herself to kill him until it was too late. It broke her at the time. She doesn't think that wound ever fully healed. She just buried it under slaughter. Reaped the whirlwind.]
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[Failed to avenge her mother, dithered on Anotsu's wants for her... mostly, she knows, this paper is about how she tracked her father down and couldn't even bring herself to kill him until it was too late. It broke her at the time. She doesn't think that wound ever fully healed. She just buried it under slaughter. Reaped the whirlwind.]