Mm... I assume she also knows that my issues with loss have been resolved, more or less.

[There's a certain amount of pain that lingers, of course; reuniting with those he'd missed and feared for does not erase years of isolation and worrying. But he has more peace than most from the eventual resolution.]

For many years, my family has devoted themselves to guiding people through pain and loss. It is of course no easy thing, but if talking through it might bring you some peace eventually, I'd be glad to listen.