I suppose that's the frightening part, the worry that someday they'll find someone better and since there's the potential for them to feel those things...I can't imagine how scary that'd be.
I never did either, but I think it's because I didn't let myself? I was already causing enough problems for my guardians by just existing, and it would've caused so many more if I tried to tell them that I wanted to date other boy's.
I think I was afraid of letting myself be happy. I think I'm still afraid of that.
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I never did either, but I think it's because I didn't let myself? I was already causing enough problems for my guardians by just existing, and it would've caused so many more if I tried to tell them that I wanted to date other boy's.
I think I was afraid of letting myself be happy. I think I'm still afraid of that.